The cold breeze of the air, dancing of the leaves, sounds of the cars passing by. Those are all I could hear for the past 2 weeks ever since me and Justin fought. E! News totally spread that our relationship didn't last long after they showed a picture of Justin and Katrian Beu on the screen when they were talking in 'The Lagoon' Back to reality, I was alone in the was now since Jason was staying at (was usually) mine and Justin's other house, for the week. We both agreed in that manner. It's Monday morning and it didn't feel like it, the weather was cold for a summer break and the clouds were to dim to be seen. I walked in the kitchen, wearing a big t-shirt, just above my knees. I got a bowl of cereal and went to chew it as slow as I could. I didn't feel like going somewhere else. I didn't feel like moving without my family in here. I gave up that thought and went in the bathroom. I directly removed the shirt and undies then took a warm bath under the shower. Massaging my scalp with the vanilla scented shampoo, and off the soap goes around my body. I rinsed everything and went to (so called) our walk-in-closet and I chose to wear these -->http://www.polyvore.com/cold_weather/set?id=37466000
I went to the studio, and found the crew talking. When they saw me they stopped everything and we just talked about writing new songs for my next album. We were just talking, and surprisingly none of them opened another topic about me and Justin. We finished everything and I called the girls (Carson and Angie) to have some shopping with me. I didn't feel like doing it but if it's all that I could do to remove this depression I have then I will.
We were in the mall, talking, laughing and chatting while bringing our shopping bags. "Starbucks!", Angie yelled while running over to it. We got inside the shop and ordered our coffee and cookies. I looked for a vacant table and I saw one at the corner, but it looked like a perfect spot for us. I walked over to it and sat down, the girls followed and we sat there continuing the conversation we had awhile ago, while waiting for our orders to come.
"Wanna sleep at mine tonight?", I offered while we head out to the parking lot. They both nodded their heads yes then we convoyed on our way at my place.
We ate ice cream, popcorn and anything else that you could find in the kitchen while we were watching a sad movie. We cried and cried but what I really know is that all these tears escaping from my eyes are tears of real sadness and not the sadness that you would find in the movie. I got the box of tissue and blew my nose. I felt my eyes getting heavy so I let it be then drifted to sleep, not caring if I was on the couch or not.
JUSTIN'S P.O.V
I was in the house with Jason, and all I could hear was the sound either coming from the television, my phone or Jason calling me. I miss Marissa, I don't know why I even did it. Mom tried calling me for the past weeks but I wouldn't answer it. I then thought of a plan. I smiled at that thought and as I heard Jason calling me to bring him to sleep, I immediately brought him to bed and watched him sleep. I went to my room and removed my pants and shirt, leaving me in my boxers. I got under the covers and went to sleep.
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